Objective;

" I always fall in love with open doors"= which don't always lead me where I need to go, But help me see where I never want to be again..

19.5.10

Fleet Foxes - Tiger Mountain Peasant Song (only sound)

letting.go


LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short

20.4.10

its.gonna.be.alright

i had the strangest dream.
but made me figure out things.

so whom ever is in control of dreams is trying to tell me something.
im sure of it.







15.4.10

eyeball


I can across something funny today.
when i was in middle school myspace was booming. and i wanted one really bad
but i wasnt cool enought to have a email adress so i came up with one.

eyeball123@aol.com
(thats all i could come up with??!)

its not a real email address.

hmm...

,
M






tint/shade.of.you

no one is lost. but these days i find this generous quote untrue.
it seems like the yearning for something real is exhausting.
each tiresome reach is beginning to bear down on my mood.
what drives one to make choices. I am a strong believer that every choice and emotion is built off one of 2 things.
Love and fear.
but what if it is the fear of love after it has been lost. These instances time slaughters the beauty of this age.


This i leave you with this song and eye candy for the day.
make is a goodone. because nothing is over yet. we have time.
in a good way and in bad.

,
M





















13.4.10

If.I.Had.Money.I.Would








Will i be judged if i turn in to 'Roxanne' just for tonight so i can afford these goodies:)
oh well..